we were all very disppointed by our orienteering results, both guys and girls. i dont feel like blogging about cause it will only make me feel even worse.
2007, the guy seniors got national champion
2008, the female seniors clinched national champion
2009, nothing. wow
i know i know i know that the award isnt everything, whats important is the gaining of experience, and training our juniors to be even better next year. but its hard to just see everything, all the effort you have put in, just gone like that, i cant help but feel this overwhelming sense of disappointment. i know all these will make me grow emotionally stronger, but this whole week has been hectic, a little too much for me to take. im tired of getting disappointed over and over, stressed up over this competition and rod. its not a good feeling. but it was fun after all, saw some of my camp steel pltn mates like the prev ic and nicholas and some other guy called me cockroach.__. on the way to je the bus was quiet. nobody said a single thing and well ya, even the guys. oh and ek said he saw me during the com and his detail was 29 LOL (Y) right our detail was like 15?
tmr's rod
yknow i really really hope that some ppl could just put a little more effort in this yknow. like our presents to the seniors, some of yall dont even wanna write the _____ for me even though i have to retransfer it and draw and write and do everything. its not easy and i dont even have the strength and the energy to continue doing it. tmr's performance we spent so much time, thinking of the moves, perfecting the moves. we get yall to stay back to learn, we spent so much time. and tmr is rod and ppl can come tell us that they forgot almost the whole dance! i mean if you dont understand or you dont know how to, we can teach you but at least tell us at an earlier date? and forgetting, forgetting almost all of the dance steps, how can you expect us to not get pissed off when rod is TOMORROW? im tired of all these, really.
and on the bus today, my heart started to hurt and the area around it too like the abdomen lol whats wrong w me :O xinyuu!
i hope..
oh wait there's nth left for me to hope for.