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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

will update later
tag replies:
xy: HAHAHAHA yeah is she still gonna be in rv? EH MUST SMS SML ONE DAY LEY.
Mr. Broadshoulders: LOL yea pink rangers rules!! thks for tagging and yr name abit weird ah -.- LOL


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

had part two of profi test today. after awhile it rained so we did the rest in the canteen. yep. i screwed up my armsdrills and ya i think the rest alot ): having fsd tmr. meeting weely weini and the part b guys earlier yup, geraldine's mum dun let her go ): and ali not feeling well i think.

k i was listening to the huan zhu ge ge song on youtube (dun laugh) then i think right it was a really nice show ley. i used to watch it when i was like in kindergarten or smth as in during that age. and i used to like ziwei alot cause shes super wenrou and pretty omg. and the guy, er kang, he's super nice to her la omg. and i still can rmb the jikohbei evil empress dowager or smth like bind her fingers until they bleed like crap. and ya many many stuff from the show too. i used to cry, during that part and when she hit her head then she became blind and when the mongolian princess died. WAH DAMN SAD. then they so jikohbei, during the third season they changed like actresses and actors then i didnt watch anymore. sian right. this show means alot LOL like it became a part of me since young, so cool yea. like power rangers also LOL. eh serious i wanted to be a princess after that show, then i wanted to be like yellow or pink ranger after many many series of pwer rangers. K embarrassing

K THAT WAS SUPER CRAPPY.
I REALISE MY POST RECENTLY ALL VEH SHORT SO MUST HAVE A LONG ONE.
I WANTED TO DELETE IT BUT LIKE I TYPE SO LONG LEY K I SHALL JUST LEAVE IT THERE AND DELETE SOME OTHER TIME. K VEH LATE ALRDY. BYEEE


Sunday, December 27, 2009

hello im going to sleep soon cause having fsd full dress rehearsal tomorrow and going early to collect the big walk tee LOL (: k quick update bout today.
went to watch AVATAR (3D) with kh today. bought tickets then went to macs and ntuc extra LOL k the movie was real nice, uhh but the 3D effects not that good, but i think the story was nice and got some parts very exciting and some veh sad. yea should go see (Y) but watch without 3D LOL cause at first right your eyes will be quite watery/pain cause ya actually i also dk why but ya. and after the movie right, cannot walk in a straight line one ley LOL yup k had fun today
(:
k byeeee


to 2i
Saturday, December 26, 2009

hello 2i
the year three class allocation is out alrdy.
we will be going on seperate ways, going to different classes. but i hope we will rmb each and every one of us, in 1I08 and 2I09.
i will never forget yall and every memory we've had. being late to assembly, to science labs and when we were year 1 the diarrhea gang during history lesson. i hope yall kept the card i've made for you guys and yea good luck in everything that you all are going to do in the years to come.
2I ftw!


3B

HELLO
i got into 3B HOHO
BUTTTTTT got many ppl idk ley and uhhh dun really like ): but lucky txy is in the same class as me and now shes stressing about the scholarship haha actually i also la but i dont want to expect for anything so i wouldnt be disappointed.
k anyone free tmr ): !!
oh btw im left w the santa thingy and math only :DD


Friday, December 25, 2009

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH I FOUND OUT SMTHING HORRENDOUSLY FUNNY. K HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAH i cant seem to stop laughing ley how ah LOLOLOLOL serious omg hahhhahhahhhahahahhahahahhahah K STOP
wanted to watch avatar with yanning today, but i couldnt then when i could go on sunday, she say she watching with her cousin alrdy ): SIAN saw many rv ppl at jp today LOL can you imagine next year jp will be flooded by white ppl zomg LOL k
WHEN IS OUR CLASS ALLOCATION GONNA COME OUT-.-


Thursday, December 24, 2009

merry christmas to all.


and to YF: hello woman. you sent the email? :O


i'll rmb you lyrics by NO SECRETS
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

this is a really awesome song. really sad but really nice to listen to.
I RECOMMEND LOL

I'll Remember You lyrics
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears, through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you.

I promise you I won't forget
the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seperate ways .

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears, through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you

k today i brought slippers to change after fsd cause my leg pain SMART RIGHT thanks i know.
i hope christmas would be a merry one for me.


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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

had fsd training today. and my leg super pain ley but yah. after that went to eat lunch at then went to some basketball court near our school to play bball, fsd bravo guys and girls, two guy specs and staff junqi's brother. very fun ley cause very funny LOL and full court veh fun LOL and they keep asking if i really leg pain cause when i play bball then like idk suddenly not pain alrdy as in maybe i cant feel it cause playing so yeah. fun fun! tmr having freestyle again, and tmr is year one orientation which means confirm got alot of ppl ley omg so malu. and my feet veh pain dk can where slippers anot BUT UNGLAM SIAN.

you could've at least apologised right, but laugh? tsk.

):
i feel like closing my blog already


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Sunday, December 20, 2009

had profi test today. i think it was okay and ya. couldnt sit down properly cause i cant bend my legs and couldnt drill too. felt guilty when the rest were drilling under the sun and pumping too cause i wasnt with them. went jp for lunch after that. will update more some other time cause my mum is banning me from using the com untill i finish my hmwrk-.- which is like i srsly dk when i can finish it. my wound at the knee opened and its super duper pain, now i walk with a super obvious limp and like my right leg must be straight ): so embarrassing ley and my left leg the wound also look super weird now idk why LOL P-A-I-N ):
k byebye I AM SUPER SIANNNNNNNN


bum bummmmm

HELLO
I GIVE UP ON MATHS ALRDY. IM READY TO FLUNK IT LOL I CANT DO THE MATH WRKSHEET LEY. i stared at my math hols worksheet then i started doing the first question then i think wah so easy ley. then the rest idk how to do already -.- shit right omg. im almost done w my youji thingy yay. but still got many left so ya ):
having profi test tmr i very scared ley. am going to mug later. i cant sit down and cross my leg cause my wound will tear. how ah ):


Saturday, December 19, 2009

hello im talking to txy on the phone now. eh sian i wanted to do my hmwork but i ended up using the computer so i cant use it tonight and i hafta do my homework tonight. siannnn idk what to blog about ley. my phone no batt and my wound isnt healing fast. k i shall go charge my phone. am super bored now. avatar's out already!!!!!!!! txy say she not free to watch ): and bodyguards and assasins(idk how to spell) is super nice also cause the guys went to watch during class chalet. aiyo I WANT MOVIE MARATHONNNNN and i went to see the results for the appeal thingy. yep i have nth to say. i just stoned into my computer screen for 15 minutes -.- okay byeeee
am too lazy to blog about class chalet and i dun want to cause i know i'll be very sad afterwards
i miss you 2i and haz8 ):
k


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

went for class chalet today. met ger at tiong and went to pasir ris andwent wild wild wet. i think im very accident prone-.- i fell like twelve times and ya mostly were saved by geraldine. but ya i fell after the family ride thing and like my knee is like hurt. like super duper pain and the blood keep flowing and flowing. some minor injuries on my feet LOL then went to eat and evryth and went to chalet. after that had crying session w h8 and ya VERY SAD OMG k will update tmr and elaborate cause my mum wants me to sleep soon
ps my face is as red as a baboon's butt cause i have sunburn :(
AND MY MUM MADE ME PUT THIS MEDICINE ON MY WOUND AND ITS SUPER PAIN I SCREAMED NONSTOP SRSLY OMG UNGLAM
K BYE


): continue from prev post
Monday, December 14, 2009

they bought him a new soccer ball and a birthday cake and he made a wish. HIS ONLY WISH IS THAT HIS DAD RECOVERS AND GET WELL. and its super sad really ):
yknow i think there are many kind ppl in this world. the hosts brought him to make a new spectacle cause they are too poor. and the owner of the specs shop made a new pair of spectacles and said that he could go there evry year for a checkup and it would be free. this programme, the hosts and the volunteers are really nice. i hope i could help all these ppl in the future too.


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went for miss ek's ceremony with txy today. uh we went to the new school and saw like all the ppl that went were like sc-s, excos, classperson and psls then we super malu cause ya they all got posts one ley. we went like walk around the school and the cid sciences labs were all super pretty. then walked walked and soon the thing started so went to the hostel dining hall for the ceremony. dedications, speeches and this video for miss ek. chorale sang 'thank you for the music' and 'auld lang syne'. aiyo at first was quite sad but the dedication part was very longgg. yep then ended and everth. txy and me went to change in school. then went to find yh jj and ernest at block 187 there. vc came and she went to change at some void deck LOL then we found out that yk went also-.- actually they didnt want him to go then ya somehow yh didnt know then he told him to come. then we had like odd number so yeah wanted to get ppl to join us but i guess alot of ppl left the school already and so i didnt. then played for awhile then yk left to yup. play play play then went to jp to eat. played truth or dare which was fun minus the part where yh recorded down what i said .__. @#!$#%^& uhh went to arcade but didnt have money LOL then went to library and i spent like damn long to find my you ji BUT NO EZLINK/LIBRARY CARD TO BORROW AND THE REST ALL CANT USE siannnn like madddd went home after that. yep

am watching 心晴大动员2 which is super sad omg. i watched the first season and my mum and me will like cry tgt srsly
this guy, he has diabetics, high blood, high cholestrol, and his leg has some growth thing that still going for test to see what it is. his wife had post natal blue after she gave birth, because they didnt cure her that time, her depression condition worsened and now shes not really mentally stable, and she has to take a jab every forty days. the guy, in order to support his family he had to work, and he went to prison cause he went to sell fruits but without a license. their house is really in a bad condition. their bedroom have cockroaches, cockroach egg, lice, fleas and many insects other insects and cause of their illness they cant do housework and everyth. but the guy still love his wife and everyth. and their son is really filial, cause he's only 11 and his dad told him that after he dies, scatter his ashes in the sea but the boy refused to. and the only thing he asked from his parents is a soccer ball and they took the ball out and its like torn and tattered alrdy. DAMN SAD LA AIYO ): omg the boy is crying alrdy. he's scared that his dad will leave him cause his father is suffering from an illness ): his only wish now is that his dad gets well and ya. wah i need to stop posting man. the more i type and think about them, the more im crying. the boy is super ke lian really ): but he's so 懂事 yknow. im crying like some weird woman ):


50th post
Sunday, December 13, 2009

HELLO THIS MY FIFTIETH(is it spelt like that?) POST
i wanted this post to be something meaningful or like interesting BUTTTT nothing really happened so yeah BORING ): im trying to start on my homework cause apparently my parents wanna go overseas again -.- I WANT TO STAY IN S'PORE and yeah im gonna be super busy :O
tomorrow- miss ek farewell ceremony and bball
tuesday- freestyle prac for performance
wed-class chalet
thurs- class chalet
friday- supposed to be chalet but had to sacrifice for fsd training so yup
saturday- fsd i think

yup. and omg i still cant get over that guy in my previous post! so cute! and i dun like topless men okay IM NOT LIKE... HEH uhh ya. anyone have their math worksheet to lend me photocopy PLEASEEE i lost mine ):
i cant do hmwrk at home yknow like srsly i keep sidetracking to use the computer or watch tv. cant focus leyyy
HOW! EH PPLS LETS GO BOMB THE LIBRARY ( AS IN NOT LITERALLY LOL ) i need to borrow the you ji thing also
i gave up on fishville cause my fishes keep dying andand cafeworld loads super slowlyyyyy but its more fun at least my cafe wont die or sth LOL
must not waste time already manz i shall go library after bball tomorrow ehh i need library card LOL im scared i get lost in school tmr. super happy can go inside finally HOHO

i stared at my class photos today. i look at siaolaoshi then super sad yknow really like we are the last class that she will teach in rv and ya shes really nice and everyth, we didnt treasure her and like us being a clique and class when we had the chance to. seeing everyone change, from year 1 to year 2, growing taller and changing in every possible way. this sounds so cliche but ya. i want miss ek back(yknow she put in so much effort in making our school better and building the new campus and everyth and nown she has to leave and she wont be able to enjoy the new school and ya >( ), i want everything back ):

kay kay tweeted this:
'i think truly emo ppl will never admit they are emo. its only the wannabes who claim they are'
and its like really true, except for the wannabes part cause i think its kinda harsh.

'its like a huge hole has been punched through my chest' HAHAHAH (Y)(Y) I STILL CANT GET OVER THIS SRSLY
okay this post is like kinda crappy but ya LOL HAPPY 5oTH POST LOLOL


cute guy HAHA
Friday, December 11, 2009

this guy is super cute right!!!! omg!!! he acted in a cinderella story w hilary duff. omg jealous of her ):

tag replies
xy: yesyesyesyesyesyes
xy: NO ITS NOT BORING I WANT TO GO LOL VERY FUN LEY i veh long nvr go already ):
kh: LOLOL aww sorry la HAHA


NI HAO

posting
my funshion is not working properly i cant download shows ): astroboy ):
wed
went for the first day of ncc chalet i wanted to go for the bbq
yknow jasmine sent us msgs to tell us about the time. THEN IN THE END I READ ALL THE TIMES WRONG-.- like 1.30 i read it as 2.30 wah so embarrassing so yup i was late LOL went with jamie (thanks thanks) and i got addicted to her phone's game HAHA very fun seriously. went bowlingg, ate subway, went to arcade and then it was like alrdy 7 plus so me and ger went home cause very late D: I WANTED TO GO FOR BBQ ): then ya went burger king to talk and mrt-ed LOL CAMWHORED LIKE IDK WHAT SUPER FUNNY AND WE KEEP LAUGHING THEN EVERYONE KEEP STARE OMG
thurs
i went to have lunch w txyyyy cause she pass me my umbrella cause i left it at her house that time LOLOL went to macs and talk talk talk about bicul and ppl and evryth :( AIYO OKAY HAHA then i went home and started packing my stuff and i took like super long lool yup i saw like chinese stuff that i knew i wouldnt need anymore but i just couldnt throw it cause remind me of siaolaoshi then i very sad omg yknow how she used to talk to me and h8 one by one LOL and being our form teacher and everyth SAD MAN OMG then i end up keeping alot LOL
i have to seriously start on hols hmwrk, but i cant bring myself to do it LOL
today
went to watch new moon w kh today. thanks for going to the toilet with me and everyth else today LOL. I think the movie very nice ley uhh but i think bella mean cause jacob's so nice to her when edward just left her there and if jacob didnt protect bella she would have died like long long long ago! and she chose edward :( I LIKE ALICE SHES SUPER NICE. saw rv juniors and peeps LOL

going to ms ek farewell ceremony on monday and ya playing bball after the thing ^^ and explore the new school hoho tuesday having fsd practise in school. yep. i want to go science centre ley. and zoo. and watch feng yun LOL and AVATAR OKAY I GO PLAY CAFE WORLD ALRDY


FISHVILLE
Monday, December 7, 2009

HELLO i went to buy my books alrdy. went to the new campus w yanning today. walked like super duper far cause only one gate was open. and the school is still out of bounds to students cause apparently they haven really finish building it-.- yup then went to jp to watch MULAN HAHA uhm i think some scenes were like very bloody and ya. but some parts very sad cause ya the guy died and everything then super sad cause he sort of sacrificed for her. yup ):
went yanning's house after that. played and uh cooked dinner LOL went gekpoh to buy stuff and went to cook.
salmon with cheese (Y)(Y)(Y)
mashed potato with mayo and cheese (Y)(Y)
mushroom and brocolli with cream sauce(Y)(Y)
i liked the mushroom only LOL HAHA YEP then went home at 9 plus (:
yanning's flying tmr. bon voyage! and rmb my souvenir :D HAHA NO LA
okay
going ncc chalet tmr.
byeeeee


Sunday, December 6, 2009

I WANT TO GO OUT OMG
everyone either no money or not free for some reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
later the hols ending already laaaaa plus need to do hmwrk and chalet and everything
WALAO
h8 only want go zoo ley
plus i wanna go jurong bird park and science centre! LOL
THIS IS SUPER SUCKY MANZ
txy say she want ppl jio her out then after that say no money >(

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH


):
Saturday, December 5, 2009

picture of our lanterns during the celebration in the old campus.
kinda sad actually. reminds me of haz8 and 2i and how the guys were freaking out after seeing how scared i was. lighting and relighting our lanterns, trying to save them and everyth was real fun and yeah. thks for the ppl who were there for me. I MISS THE OLD CAMPUS. all our memories will be left there.

im super tired now and i want to sleep omg
i hate it when i find out that ppl are lying to me, its like this feeling of being cheated.
MY FISHES IN FISH VILLE KEEPS DYING :O
had lots of fun at txy's house today and we cooked noodles haha i saved the day tyvm (as usual) HAHA SRSLY LOL



HELLO IM AT TXY'S HOUSE NOW HAAHAHAHAH

Handing over to her tyvm :)

Hello I think that xinyu is awesome. She's so fab can, her intelligence is beyond description. And obvious enough, she rocks. AND I LOVE HER. Done.

THE ABOVE IS WHAT TXY TYPED ._____________.
and i dont agree to whatever she says ahahahah
her brother is hilarious and i found out many things bout txy HEHHEH LIKE... HEIHEI CANNOT TELL YOU WANT TO KNOW COME ASK ME PERSONALLY CAUSE SHES GONNA KILL ME. PAY ME 5 BUCKS AND I'LL SAY :) CLUE: JKJKJK ^^ HAHAHAHHAHAH take note of my pm ^^ WHOOPS
shes threatening me now ): OKAY ZAIJIAN


Friday, December 4, 2009

hello hello uhm yknow the plane that i took from taipei back to taiwan was flown by i think three or two pilots and my uncle knows the pilot thats in charge of like landing and taking off (means he is like (Y) ) so after landing he let me and my cousin go inside the cock pit and take photos, with the pilot and everyth. HAHA OKAY pictures below. and yknow the pilot was a lawyer, then he became a pilot. SO SMART RIGHT OMG okay haha
the cockpit
the pilot, my cousin and me. YES I LOOK SCREWED -.-
NEW MOON OMG AVATAR OMG
wanted to watch mulan today LOL but had to go out at night so cant :(
watched this movie called 'the clique' on funshion that vc reccomended they are all super pretty and bitchy like hell HAHA yeah okay i shall go play cafe world on fb :D
tag replies:
xinyu: yes!!! BUT ITS ALL OVER NOW MUAHAHAAHAAHAH
sylvia: OF COURSE LA my blog ley!
xinyu: LOL she come back alrdy AND SHE SAYS ITS OKAY HAHA glad she didn kill me
hmm...: LOL haha thanks thanks :D


Thursday, December 3, 2009

NI HAO
THE INTERVIEW IS OVER HAHA damn happy LOL
met xinyu at gekpoh then ran for the bus (cause some woman was late-.-) met kahleong at boonlay mrt cause he went alrdy so he bring us there. reached there and me and xy were like freaking out. AND THAT WOMAN PREPARED DAMN ALOT LOR. ya then i went to pee like many times cause i was super scared haha plus i before xy ley. then met nicole tay and shijing and other rv peeps. then awhile later was my turn alrdy hoho but i think two of the judges quite nice luh (in my pov) yep. and my interview was like quite long. im lazy to post about what they asked alrdy but yea was okay la. haha then went jp to eat with the four of them yup. then bus-ed home w txy (:
supposed to have pltn outing tmr. playing badminton. but i dont want to go cause i dont know how to serve LOL (SHH DUN LAUGH AT ME) so yea and very early(im getting lazier and lazier omg) so i dont wanna go BUUUUTTT im meeting them for lunch most probably HAHA
i got like damn alot of things i wanna do!
and omg got so many movies that are damn nice yknow!
avatar (OMG)
new moon (OMGG)
christmas carol (!!)
mulan (HAHA)
eh omg okay i need go alrdy
byeee


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

hello am gonna post some pictures before i go prepare for the interview (which i highly doubt, i dont even know where to start) txy help!!! LOL
photos can be enlarged cause it blurred when its smaller LOL so ya BUT AT YR OWN RISK

note: im standing on tiptoes and on the higher part of a slope LOL just to be the same height as vc :(

whooshhh

omg vc pls dun kill me HAHA


idk why the picture became upside down LOL and idk how to make it not like that so yup LOL



there's like this gap between me and the sign LOL LOOK AT VC *points down



shows our height difference-.-


hoho im touching the mannequin's body HAHA OKAY-.-
i shall go watch chick vs dick FOR AWHILE HEHH

xy: YES OMG HOWWWW!!!!



days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change. may love remain no matter how the weather change. may love remain no matter how tough the life may be. may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.






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