alicia posted the above picture on her blog and she says its for me.
maybe acting like im alright and putting on a front is just to convince myself to stop thinking about it and that i should stop doing tht silly thing (arggh) . it feels so stupid to know that im the only one feeling sad. it wasnt easy.

quote of txy(!): people who appear to be more cheerful on the outside, tend to be the most vulnerable.
xinyu finally said smth comprehendable (idk if theres sucha word) and that it makes sense.

everywhere i go,
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charlie ftw btw!