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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Yixuan's post on her blog is awesome srsly, _____ is going downnnnnnnnnnn (: we gonna go 'talk' to her during bicul camp, hehe :D



I cried throughout the car ride home, I felt so touched. Don't bother asking me what happened, cause I don't wanna tell everything again, and now i cant talk to the only one that knows what happened. My mum cried too, gosh.
Growing up, I realise many things, all the wishes I had when I was young, i realise it's kinda impossible for me to do it.

I love my grandparents AND IM PROUD TO SAY IT! They are really awesome ok, thank you for all your care n concern and for all that you've done for me (L)



Watched summer scent and it was super sad ): I rmb a few years back I watched it and it was very sad and I cried like mad! The female lead is damn pretty and the guy is damn shuai! Gosh the story is damn sad! The guy loves the girl so much gosh can feel their love!
I think dramas are just out too make ppl feel sad like srsly. Cause in real life, it won't happen. Duh no such guy and somemore I don't have heart problems so not possible ): SIANNNNNNN I SHALL GO FANTASIZE ABOUT BOTH OF THEM. (me as the female lead woohoo)
Wa bloody I'm very angry now. Ass.


Saturday, May 29, 2010

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.

i realised my blog date is wrong LOL ITS sunday but the date is saturday LOL ONE DAY SLOWWWWW



oh ya btw aft dinner at yuki yaki, sml called and she wished me happy birthday over the phone, asked me how was bicul programme, when we going for immersion, and she told to have lotsa fun and enjoy myself. felt like crying after talking to her like srsly ): gosh i miss siao lao shi like mad, she feels like the mother of 2i ): and i feel so gandong that she still cares for us and everything. oh my ): although she couldnt make it, her words made me so touched. junjie wanted to see me cry .-.

sometimes, it really feels very good when you know that there are people that still care about you. thanks alot GI family and haz8, for the fun that we had yesterday.


Friday, May 28, 2010

Had a really awesome day ysdt with ger, syl, txy, ws, jj, yh, yk and ernest! Met them at je and I was ABIT late ): sorry! I had to go buy lunch for my mummy (so 孝顺^^) yup then trained all the way down to tiong to meet Ger then went to marina bay :D opened the present from the five guys and was super mega ultra touched!!!

It was a book then they cut many many pictures of me and many others then they pasted and came up with a really touching story, abt 2i and our two cliques, gi family! And it's really super pretty! And somemore they gave me this very pretty box and it's filled with stars, jj claims tht there are 520 stars inside I'm gonna go count later. They folded all themselves yknow! So gandong ley. And inside got two cards also haha THANKS ALOT REALLY. never expected them to give sucha touching present (: jj kept wanting me to cry .-. But I didn't laa.

Went marina barrage to eat and played at the water thingy. Syl came. Wanted to fly kite at first but many ppl ): It was damn fun! I was like half wet when the rest were all wet so weisheng keep wanting to drag me into the water and I was struggling like some mad woman LOL. in the end junjie and ws each pulled one hand n xy grabbed my legs but I managed to run away hoho had lotsa fun :D Sylvia was super dry so I took this plastic bag (supposed to be for tourists to put their stuff) then filled it with water and the guys were chasing her like mad in the end she was totally wet. Took many pictures :D Me and get kept playing with the bubble bubble thing, I rmb last year when we went there, I wanted to bring it too.

Went to marina square aft that. Shopped around and xy n me went to ride those animals thingy that can drive around one LOL. The girls bought me a cross necklace that's super nice :D and a valy touching card (: aww. Haha and Ger gave me a super unique photo frame thingy, a postcard and smth to put on my dads car on top it wrote: princess on board, haha so cute!

Went to eat at yuki yaki! The food was awesome (: and we created egg fried rice ourselves haha DAMN FUNNY the guys were horrified at first but aft they tried it obviously veh yummy luh :D in the end we cannot finish our food then we passed to the guys LOL. had make-your-own-ice-cream super awesome (: wrote yinghao's card and gave him his present!

Aft dinner we went to shop around and the guys were hilarious! They kept calling junjie Joseph, Joshua, and many others and keep touching/tickling him until he wanna die LOL. Now I can always threathen him cause I know his secret ^^ AND LOLOL BYFORD HAHA (inside joke) trained home and the guys made damn lot of noise on the train HAHA They act like gays and everyone was staring LOL!!!! Lazy to type the details yup.

Reached home at ten plus. From 11-10 woah eleven hours HAHA. Had a very very fun day (: thanks everyone for the presents and making me very happy yup :D

Btw, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TAN YANNING (:
To mindy: hope you had a safe flight (:


Thursday, May 27, 2010

Am having dinner outside but i'm super tired gosh I have no idea why and I'm having a headache damn. Today was fun , the board game thingy and stocks LOL. and dance practise was fun too. Just tht I got very irritated by this someone, let's call her person A.
Mr Ho asked us to spread out alternately, cause he wanna see if that formation looks better, but person A just freaking don't wanna move and she keeps whining and refuse to move like wth srsly. Would it kill you to move? He just wanna see how it'll look like right -.- then I told her to move cause she was wasting everyone's time and she was th only one that refuse to move her big butt.
AND THE BEST THING IS, after xy and me left (we had to leave early), SHE BLOODY WENT TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I SCOLDED HER FOR NO REASON. Wth? I was just telling you to listen to mr Ho, is that wrong? And she told them yx scolded her for no reason too.

I so sick and tired of these kind of ppl srsly. Twisting and turning facts, hypocrite much? And today, Xinyu saw her(this is another person) stare at me, like srsly, what is your prob -.- I've never done anyth to you, can you stop staring at me? stop telling ppl things the other way round. It's annoying, and plus, stop thinking so highly of yourself.

Going out with 2i clique= guys+haz8 tmr (; to celebrate yh and my bday :D fabulous~


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

WORST THING IN MY LIFE HAPPENED TODAY ): GOSH SO EMBARRASSING ):

Got a very good thing also ^^ cause we gonna dance Indian dance too so YES!!!! :D haha ssshhhhhhhhhh



xinyi just told me that they gonna cancel the indian dance zzz walao ): (im not gonna tell the reason why i walao LOL) SECRET^^

went kbox after school today :D had so much fun (L)(L)(L) sing~
teambuilding games today was fun :D esp the multi level capt ball SUPER AWESOME HAHA. and i got sun burn on my cheeks ^^ the morning sucked. i had cramps and mr koh kept talking n talking n talking and i was like dying right on the spot manz. gosh but i felt better after recess :D
the instructors are really nice and like taught us many stuff yup. nick and jolene! i think they are damn cute tgt! srsly~~~ I GOT MY IC HEH SOUND LIKE I VEH OLD ALRDY.

this song is damn nice (XY) but veh hard to sing :O
如果我说,爱我没有如果
真的爱我,就放手一搏
还想什么,还怕什么
快牵起我的手


Monday, May 24, 2010

What a disappointment.
I guess you wouldn't know that I'm refering to you.

Tday had teambuilding games I think it was quite fun, reminded me of year one e n c camp LOL. I think txy is awesome ( don't be ego after seeing this heh ) had cramps in th morning ): after everyth, practised bicul dance performance and peiquan is now my new partner I think he's damn funny luh!!! Like he veh quiet + retarded (no offence) + funny actions LOL. And I was so ps at the turning in and out part LOL GOSH. BUT HAHA XINYU HAD TO PARTNER JUNJIE WHICH WAS HILARIOUS TTM!!!

I'm very tired oh no :O went out w yx today, took many videos ^^


Friday, May 21, 2010

I GOT MY CORPORAL RANK ^^ SO AWESOME RIGHTTTTT??? WAS DAMN HAPPY YESTERDAY (:

Thank you Charlie!
For the mini 'prize presentation', the ultra cute present, the bigbig hotpink(thanks to weely :D) card with all your wishes (: I feel very gandong aww ): I bet all the June babies feel th same way :D

When we were taking photos stupid wym go hit me on the head with his card cause I was in front of him wthhh -.- and tohweini took picture -.- then after that when Charlie dinner that time I hit his head with Alicia's mutual board oops.

Act today was quite fun, had ifc mutuals, and at the end we knock for quite long haha my hands were damn painnnnn but I didn't chnge to girls ley. Now my palms are peeling lol but feel quite awesome haha I think I'm sadistic! then got CPL RANK WOOHOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Met sir on the bus with the rest and asked him to let me go spec course instead of bicul but he say cannot ): damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ): ): ): ); ): had Charlie dinner till arnd nine forty then went home~

Had this dream last night, how I wish it would actually be that way. Geraldine n Weini was in my dream too LOLOL.


haiyo
Thursday, May 20, 2010


i like this picture haha
i alrdy tried, i really wanna do better.


Yog
Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I hate ppl that act cute and talk in some fake sweet and twit voice. Disgusting srsly -.-

I think Im pmsing like mad today gosh! Especially after the carnival. K shall not elaborate cause it's a secret ^^ No la no la. Kyuhoung was damn cool cause she shouted at the class and there was silence (Y).
Carnival was quite fun! Went to support mr zong and mr Ho at the water soccer thingy hoho! And took photos~ txy thanks !!! I'm really very gandong although it was just one sentence! TEARING ALRDY LOL KIDDING AHHA. The guys pangsehed us after school -.- cause of bicul perf thingy then jj n me left at 2 .-. And then the guys left alrdy -.- left three girls and one guy. Plus they said some mean things to jj which was like arghhhh what's the matter with ppl!!!! First time we see jj so angry :O went to eat after tht. K I'm going to sleep alrdy byez.


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Cca was quite fun today :D although the drill mutual test was quite scary and everything~ and my mum went to wash my beret so it became unseasoned like wthhhhh I seasoned until quite nice then in the end liddat so I had to put my beret in between books and sit on my books FOR THE WHOLE DAY IN SCHOOL LOL. worked abit I guess! RVNCC PAWNS WE GOT GOLD ^^ and got a cert :D so awesome!

After cca stupid junjie kicked water onto me like wth!!! And I forced him to let me kick water on him also. LOL Then talk talk about celebrating yh's bday until my bus came then he walked home.

Gonna play tmr~ I can't believe I have to participate in frisbee -.-



There's this awesome S.H.E old song and I found the English translation of the Chinese lyrics LOL YES I KNOW IT SOUNDS COOL.

Because we can't fly, our happiness has to go on a long voyage.
It's hard to say if there's going to be a huge storm ahead
that will try and break apart our tightly fastened hands
but you aren't afraid, you aren't confused, so I'm not scared.
When we get through the sea of love
we'll fortunately end up not giving up.
On the busy shore, we'll bury all our tears like treasures.
The turbulent sea of love has too much waves of sadness
Let's not be like that, and let's not feel regret
We must cross the sea of love together, and reach the opposite shore together
If we ever feel frustration, it means we love each other too much
Who can be good at love from the beginning? Who can just take off and have a direction already?
It's not tough, it's not hard, so don't feel anxious.

The song's real nice! Called 爱情的海洋。


Monday, May 17, 2010

this is so screwed ):


Sorry
Sunday, May 16, 2010

Haz8 I couldn't go for outing today cause I wasn't feeling well. ): I napped yesterday afternoon so ididnt go tuition. CAN YOU IMAGINE I NAPPED LOL Normally I can't nap one ley aiyo. I think I'm falling sick, after that felt better went for gg campfire. Then after campfire I didn't feel well again ); damn so that's why I slept till veh late this afternoon and couldn't go for outing ): rahhh ): just finished dinner at traders (: yumyum. Thanks for those who told me to get well soon :D


Ugggggg
Saturday, May 15, 2010

It's 10.40 now and I just reached home hoho had fun during the campfire, got this fuhua band that performed for awhile and the lead singer is veh cute! I think some girl guide went to confess to him or smth, not very sure, but it was fun overall :D


Thursday, May 13, 2010

These few days I keep seeing this time: 11.11pm and I think it's damn cool! Lol!!! I'm so irritated by my tuition hmwrk. I srsly hav no time to do please. Sunday=mug bio, monday=mug bio, tues=mug math, wed=basketball(exercise so it's valid reason), thurs= lesson end lateeeee please! And MY TUITION IS MOVED TO TMR WHICH MEANS I HAFTA GO HOME STRAIGHT AFTER CCA, ARGH AND THE WORST THING IS I CANT GO FOR CHARLIE DINNER OH NO ):

Had fun with Weining and Yiming today :D GOSH TIRED LIKE MAD IDK WHY



These few days I keep seeing this time: 11.11pm and I think it's damn cool! Lol!!! I'm so irritated by my tuition hmwrk. I srsly hav no time to do please. Sunday=mug bio, monday=mug bio, tues=mug math, wed=basketball(exercise so it's valid reason), thurs= lesson end lateeeee please! And MY TUITION IS MOVED TO TMR WHICH MEANS I HAFTA GO HOME STRAIGHT AFTER CCA, ARGH AND THE WORST THING IS I CANT GO FOR CHARLIE DINNER OH NO ):

Had fun with Weining and Yiming today :D GOSH TIRED LIKE MAD IDK WHY


Fabulous
Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Played bball with yh, jj, ws, Ernest, Ger, syl and txy today! Was so funnnnnnn I hope I can grow taller heh (; we pawned them (we too zai alrdy haiyo) in the first game n made them treat us hoho. From two to six LOL. Had breaks in between, felt super sad and gandong after mr zong talked to us during math lesson. Was irritated aft that :O I think champs lesson today was veh meaningful, made mr think alot about last year stuff. ): miss the campus like mad I think when I guaduate next time Ill cry like mad! Thanks to those that gave me a card (; sorry I didn't have time to finish writing to all ): oh btw I think weisheng is damn nice luh! He wrote this card to _____ and I was like woahh so gandong for her. Though it was quite short I think I was veh nice and simple and touching ttm. Haha two I guys are nice ppl !! I'M SUPER ANGRY AT THIS PARTICULAR PERSON, WILL NOT PUT NAMES. Guy A hugged Girl B when guy A alrdy has a girlfriend, Girl A. Guy A is sucha bastard and he did it in school and many ppl saw. Girl A found out and was very sad. I think Girl B is sucha whore, since she alrdy knew Guy A has a gf, and plus it wasn't the first time they hugged. And now Girl A forgives Guy A, wth? She's always giving in. She shouldn't anymore.
Yep AND OH MATH WAS DAMN SCREWED ):


Thank youuu!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Bio was ... No word to describe LOL. miss eu told me that I was half mark away from A1 for chem DAMNNN must try to squeeze marks out man!! Rahh oh no there's math test tmr and I can't do indices ): I know I should be revising but I'm super tired = bio revision ysdt + use too much brain energy for today's test. And I feel like sleepingggg. Supposed to go mug math with junjie Weining and her otl~ = peihao. YOU WOULDNT KNOW WHAT IS OTL!!! it's a inside joke muahaha. Went to eat w Charlie peeps instead! Sorry for th pangseh! Ppl went were: jasmine Weely wanyi jiahui eesheng Weiquan and wenyiming. Had lotsa fun haha I was like a postbox LOL RECIEVING SIGNALS FROM SO MANY PPL LOL IN THE END SO CONFUSING MAN! saw _______ with her boyfriend! We were all damn disgusted whooops! Went home after that. The rest went library ): yup thats all :D


Monday, May 10, 2010

OMGGGGG I FEEL LIKE DYING RIGHT NOW GOSH I CANT GO FOR SPEC COURSE CAUSE IT CLASHES WITH BICUL TRIP WTHHHHHHHHHHHH ): AND I HAVE BIO PAPER TOMORROW.
KILL ME.


Dear Yuanfang, (applies to h8 also)!!
Saturday, May 8, 2010

Hey woman I saw your post on your blog but somehow for some weird reason I couldn't comment so Im posting it here! I know we'll always stay in touch no matter how busy schoollife is. Last year I used to think that haz8 will drift apart after spilting classes = emo vanessa LOL but yeah I guess time proves that our friendship is strong enough~ co cliche but oh well!
Dun worry about _____ okay! We'll always be there to punch her if she does anyth evil again! Looking forward to Thursday and Sunday (: though I like my year three class, but I'll never forget 2i and more importantly haz8 yup. Whoo k I shall end my post here and go mug bio alrdy!
Jy to txy, tv, Mindy, yyf, jiamin and syl.
I know I'm gonna die for bio gosh ):



I always feel veh embarrassed whenever I give ppl presents and my heart will always beat damn fast LOL yes I know it's dumb. Heh I'm damn happy whoo my mum liked her present ^^ can't believe eeshng gave he's mum a bed :O so shuai shun right! LIKE ME AHHAH K BYE



I think I'm damn suay. Oh fag. -.-


Yixuan
Friday, May 7, 2010

Just sent me another one LOL
:你叫你的黄主席去老先生?岂有此理,真是狗咬吕洞宾,不识好人心。皇天不负有心人的,你就别平时不烧香,临时抱佛脚啦。真的,听我的。别让你现在的懒惰做错事。不然一失足成千骨恨。踏破铁鞋无觅处,得来全不费功夫,没那么难的!
She's damn crazyyyyyyyy I have no idea why is she talking to me in Chinese :O



Look what Yixuan sent me, LOL
: 一寸光阴一寸金寸金难买寸光阴。小妹,你管好自己稀有的时间吧,睡眠是一直可以有的,现在尽把握时间,读书写字!
Honestly I have no idea what she meant LOL. So random laa!
Am gonna meet yyf on Thursday after school (: look forward man! So long since I've really really talked to her. Dang I miss 2i like mad! Ever since I looked at the msgs and pictures in my old phone. Miss the old campus like mad!
Ahh but we can't always be thinking about the past, should live for the future, as the memories will always be with you.
ooh I think I sound so philosophical(I think it's spelled like that not sure but oh well) heh :D I came up with it myself okkkk!!! Smartness ^^



this is damnnnnnn screwed. aft company dinner today my phone blacked out and died on me -.-GOSHHH SO SUCKY LUH DAMN IT. I FEEL SO DEPRIVED! sorry if i dont reply smses! ): and i cant get my sim card out cause i have no idea where is the stick thingy.

OH I JUST FOUND IT LOL HOPE MY W595 STILL WORKS~~~~ PLEASEEEEEEE!


Thursday, May 6, 2010

Bicul and chem exam tmr = die.
Going into super mugger mode, hope I can sleep early tonight gosh. My dark eye rings can reach my cheeks alrdy if I continue sleeping so late at night :O



I want to go to the zoo LOL.


Time's a bitch :O
Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Bicul assgnmt is screwing my brain oh my. SS IS GONNA KILL ALL MY BRAIN CELLS LATER ON CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MUCH STUFF I'LL HAVE TO MEMORISE LATER ON? Arghhhhh! I hafta refrain myself from blogging!

And I'm having gastrics and headache. WOW SO LUCKY .-.



Bicul assignment, bio assignment, chem assignment, need study for ss. ALL FREAKING DUED TMR OH MY GOSH !!!!!


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Im watching this horror movie and it's freaking me out omg! :O


Songs.

I realised I was crazy over certain songs at certain periods of time.
Year one- true friend by Miley Cyrus, suddenly by Ina with Ger, yf and vc!
Year two- Many songs that Ger and me went crazy over in class! The time when we had swimming at the end of the year, we liked 'wish upon a star' so much! And 'speechless' too. And at the very very end, i'll remember you. And friends forever with haz8! Have been listening to wish upon a star this whole day!
I haven started on my bicul hmwrk/bio assignment. Zz. :D


Saturday, May 1, 2010

Sorry haz8, had to cancel our kbox trip ): yall couldve gone without me ma but haiya I know it wouldn't be fun without me ^^ so yep. We go again next time k!


The way I love you

No tuition today woohoo. Down in love is so awesome! Feel like crushing ella la why is jerry yan so sweet and nice to her and he is damn cute whenever he gets jealous! Behind the scenes of autumn concerto was super nice also! Got thus scene were guangxi told muchen that if she needs help, just call his name. So sweet luhhhh!! Am very full :O



days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change. may love remain no matter how the weather change. may love remain no matter how tough the life may be. may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.






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